you are not here and you are not there
you are ethereal, strung up between stars
are you stuck painfully? or comfortably settled?
i do not know, i cannot reach you
i imagine you thriving in the elsewhere
i have to or i will die
it is too much to bear
thinking of you without me
as i am without you
daughter
daughter
daughter
can you hear the sobs rattling my bones
i am sorry darling
they are all that i have